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Not quite two years ago when we got started
Huddled together in the wind and rain on Echo Beach
You kissed me
As if there wasn't anyone around us
But you and I were two out of five thousand lonely hearts
Swaying in the dark
You held my hand and moved in tight
Our bodies bathed in the concert lights
Our skin so cold, our hearts so warm
Back then our intentions were so pure
And in those moments I was sure
That we could weather any storm
CHORUS
But now you're hiding us away
We die a little more each day
And you just look the other way
If we don't face up to it soon
The elephant that's in the room
Could be the end of me and you
There was a time you'd shout it from a mountain
Back then you told me that you didn't care who knew the truth
I trusted you
Now you keep asking me to keep things quiet
Making excuses, telling lies, pretending not to see
That you're losing me
CHORUS
'Cause now you're hiding us away
We die a little more each day
And you just look the other way
If we don't face up to it soon
The elephant that's in the room
Could be the end of me and you
I don't know who or what's to blame
But I know things can't stay the same
So don't pretend that nothing's changed
If we don't face up to it soon
The elephant that's in the room
Could be the end of me and, you...
CHORUS
Why are you hiding us away?
We die a little more each day
And you just look the other way
If we don't face up to it soon
The elephant that's in the room
Will be the end of me and you
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We're all limited edition
You and I no different
But I thought that we'd withstand the tests of time
Guess I should have seen it coming
We were clinging and then running
Drawing and then crossing every line (yeah)
So many things remain unsaid
We both got stuck in our own heads
Over the things that mattered most
We kept them in, we tempted fate
So our "I love you" came too late
All that's left here is a ghost
'Cause we're standing still but
Still the space between
Might as well be
Twenty-thousand leagues
CHORUS
The love is gone so what do I do now?
(The love is gone so what do I do now?)
I know I've got to make it through somehow
(The love is gone)
But what do I do now?
I keep typing and deleting
Pausing and repeating
I want to talk but don't know what to say
'Cause I miss our conversations
But we've both got reservations
And every time the words get in our way (yeah)
I know I've probably said enough
And I should give up on this love
Before there's nothing left to save
I'm out of sight and out of mind
And I don't want to waste my life
Crying tears in to our grave
'Cause we're standing still but
Still the space between
Might as well be
Twenty-thousand leagues
CHORUS
The love is gone so what do I do now?
(The love is gone so what do I do now?)
I know I've got to make it through somehow
(The love is gone)
But what do I do now?
(Guitar Solo)
CHORUS
The love is gone so what do I do now?
(The love is gone so what do I do now?)
I know I've got to make it through somehow
(The love is gone)
But what do I do now?
Might as well be
Twenty-thousand leagues
What do I do
What do I do
What do I do now?
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Take a look at the man that I've become
I was chasing apparitions
Next thing I know I'm
Living my own lies
Wearing this disguise
(Whoa oh)
Looks like there's nowhere left to run
Feel like a broken record
Singing the same songs
Writing the same wrongs
It goes on and on
I know that I'll never get the chance
To tip over the hourglass
CHORUS
So when I face the truth I'll shut my eyes
Tell myself some more white lies
I'm all fucked up
My hands are tied
I need a time out
Could somebody press rewind?
Should've known I was gonna lost my way
Because blindly moving forward
With eyes in the rear view
Will come back to haunt you
When you crash right through
What's done is done, I know that fact
And it's too late to take it back
CHORUS
So when I face the truth I shut my eyes
Tell myself some more white lies
I'm all fucked up
My hands are tied
I need a time out
Could somebody press rewind?
I need you to press rewind
The hourglass sands
Slipped right through my hands
And I can't wipe them clean
Somebody help me
Can't you tell me
How to build a time machine?
I need a time out
Could somebody press rewind?
CHORUS
So when I face the truth I shut my eyes
Tell myself some more white lies
I'm all fucked up
My hands are tied
I need a time out
Could somebody press rewind?
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Guess we're over before we began
And I don't understand
How love could slip right though our hands?
We were just making plans
I've been singing so long
But if I could fix all that's gone wrong
I'd never write another song
Take a breath, bite my tongue
Just to hold back the flood
Check my phone, but no calls
No signs of life at all
CHORUS
So I bury you deep
But I keep
Tripping over your pieces
Got to put this to sleep
But I keep
Tripping over your pieces
No I can't change my heart in a day
Or pretend that I'm okay
You've got your future underway
I've got so much left to say
Close my eyes and daydream
You're right here next to me
But you're not, you're with him
And I'm broken again
CHORUS
So I bury you deep
But I keep
Tripping over your pieces
Got to put this to sleep
But I keep
Tripping over your pieces
Oh I try and I try to pretend
But the words just aren't there
And I promised we'd always be friends
I won't go anywhere
So even though I know you've made a mistake
And I want to believe
That it isn't too late
I should stop pulling out all these stitiches
And face the pain
CHORUS
I bury it deep
But I keep
Tripping over your pieces
Got to put this to sleep
'Cause I keep
Tripping over your pieces
(Ad libs)
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I took some time to think
Had a few moments to stew
So many days I hated loving you
It was so sad
Too bad that's how our cookie crumbled
(C-crumbled, oh-oh-oh-oh)
I wish you nothing but happiness
I'll say it again
Preferably with anyone but him
'Cause he's the rat
Who set this trap
And then we stumbled
(S-stumbled, oh-oh-oh-oh)
CHORUS
But you made your choice, I'll make my peace
I tried so hard to make you see
I've got a feeling that you've fallen
For a rebound, rebound (oh-oh-oh-oh)
I hope I'm wrong, I wish you well
Although you put my heart through hell
I've got a feeling that you've fallen
For a rebound, rebound (oh-oh-oh-oh)
Said it yourself
That'd he'd just been betrayed
So any man who'd stoop that low and take
Love from another
Is none other than a criminal
(C-criminal, oh-oh-oh-oh)
Right now I know
You're blind to this, but trust
You're gonna find
You sold out love for lust
And when he leaves you dying
Crying, you'll be all alone
(A-all alone)
CHORUS
But you made your choice, I'll make my peace
I tried so hard to make you see
I've got a feeling that you've fallen
For a rebound, rebound (oh-oh-oh-oh)
I hope I'm wrong, I wish you well
Although you put my heart through hell
I've got a feeling that you've fallen
For a rebound, rebound (oh-oh-oh-oh)
You showed that you only loved me
While I numbed the lonely
The day when you wrote to say
That he was at your house
That you wouldn't be choosing us
But even though you're a coward
I fail to see how you
Can't see the signs
His kind of love will fizzle out
He's gonna let you down
CHORUS (Alternate)
But you made your choice, I'll make my peace
I tried and tried to make you see
I've got a feeling that you've fallen
For a rebound, rebound (oh-oh-oh-oh)
I hope I'm wrong, I wish you well
But your new beau can burn in Hell
I've got a feeling that you've fallen
For a rebound, rebound (oh-oh-oh-oh)
CHORUS
But you made your choice, I'll make my peace
I tried so hard to make you see
I've got a feeling that you've fallen
For a rebound, rebound (oh-oh-oh-oh)
I hope I'm wrong, I wish you well
Although you put my heart through hell
I've got a feeling that you've fallen
For a rebound, rebound (oh-oh-oh-oh)
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Ooh Hoo Hoo
How've you been? Had a thought
If you've got nothing else to do
How 'bout I, spend the night
Wrap my body all around you?
CHORUS
And you can love me with your hands
My beautiful distraction
Our hearts will understand
So lay with me tonight
Ooh Hoo Hoo
Ooh Hoo Hoo
So here we are, once again
You couldn't pry our limbs apart
Yet neither one of us
Is in position to give our hearts
Cause you're spoken for but it's open
And I'm recently heartbroken
But that all fades away
When we're flickering in the dark
CHORUS
So love me with your hands
My beautiful distraction
Our hearts will understand
So lay with me tonight
And I know we're running on borrowed time
And the end will come, but for now we've got tonight
So turn off the lights
And get lost in me getting lost in you
There is only now, there is just us two tonight
And I just want you tonight
(Make me believe tonight)
CHORUS
So love me with your hands
My beautiful distraction
Our hearts will understand
Stay with me tonight
Hold me in your hands
Make me believe tonight
My heart won't misunderstand
Stay with me tonight
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Another day another dollar
Attention span could not be smaller I know
That it shows
So many deadlines calls and meetings
Busy as hell but I keep creeping your ghost
And it shows
No I, can't sleep, haven't eaten
These memories of you keep bleeding me slow
And it shows
Can't concentrate, got no focus
Stuck on this rollercoaster
I'd rather be home
All alone
CHORUS
I'd turn on the TV
And fix myself a drink
Make it double to keep you off my mind
Play a video game
Surf some radio waves
Keep on numbing the lows chasing the highs
In every word of every song
Your melody plays on and on
So I'm just a brain dead, Trainwreck
Got to get my life back on the tracks
Boss man, sees I'm hurting
Painted on smile but heartbreak's lurking below
And it shows
Should I leave sick, I can't stop crying
Stuck in this office dying and I'd rather be home
All alone
CHORUS
I'd turn on the TV
And fix myself a drink
Make it double to keep you off my mind
Play a video game
Surf some radio waves
Keep on numbing the lows chasing the highs
In every word of every song
Your melody plays on and on
So I'm just a brain dead, Trainwreck
Baby try your best to look away
While I'm nursing the ache
Baking myself a cake
Eating feelings that keep me up all night
Do the dishes and then
Read Harry Potter again
One through Seven should help to pass some time
Cause I'm losing steam, I must confess
I think I just might be obsessed
I'm just a brain dead, Trainwreck
Got to get my life back on the tracks
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Spent so many days adrift at sea
Since love declared a mutiny
The ship can barely stay afloat
Heartbreak took the lifeboat and the vest
Left a dead weight in my chest
Got to lighten up the load
CHORUS (1)
Anchor my heart
I'm tossing it overboard
Cause I've had enough of fightin'
Hold the alarm
Don't want to head back to shore
Toss it overboard
Wrapped in the waves each endless night
They crash and fall out of my eyes
Now the hull is filling up
Never learned to swim, so I may drown
Sharks in the water all around
Heaven knows they're out for blood
CHORUS (2)
Anchor my heart
I'm tossing it overboard
Cause I've had enough, so they can
Tear it apart
Won't be needing it anymore
Toss it overboard
I've lost the war, now I accept
I'm meant to go down with this ship
Why walk the plank?
Why take a dive?
I'll never make it out alive
CHORUS (3)
So I'm tossing it overboard
Cause I've had enough and I don't
Want to re-start
Can't play that game anymore
I'm through with love because I've
Made up my mind
Call it love's suicide
Let it wither and die
When it lands on the ocean floor
Hands off my heart
I'm tossing it overboard
Toss it overboard
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Well let me tell you
When I took my foolish heart
And tossed it in the deep blue sea
Deep blue sea
I thought I'd finally broke the surface
Of my misery
I was mistaken baby
I've just had the strangest feeling
And it stings so deep
Stings so deep
So I need you to take me someplace
In your submarine
This is not a rescue mission
Orders are to search and destroy
The second that you see it beat
CHORUS
You'd better fire the torpedo
Lock and Load
Fire the torpedo
You'd better fire the torpedo
Pick me off
Finish me off
I'm in a hurry baby
Can't this thing move any faster?
I'm in agony
Agony
I really don't know why
Shit keeps happening to me
Oh no no no
I can't breathe
Feelin' kinda claustrophobic
Can't you see
Baby you're the one that caused it so
Act quick
Isn't this your expertise?
So finish what you've started
Just eradicate your target
The second that you see it beat
CHORUS
Fire the torpedo
Lock and Load
Fire the torpedo
You'd better fire the torpedo
Pick me off
Finish me off
Fire Away
Fire Away
Zoom Zoom Boom, Oh
Zoom Zoom Boom
Zoom Zoom Boom, Oh
Zoom Zoom Boom
Zoom Zoom Boom, Oh
Zoom Zoom Boom
Zoom Zoom Boom, Oh
Zoom Zoom Boom
CHORUS
You'd better fire the torpedo
Lock and Load
Fire the torpedo
You'd better fire the torpedo
Pick me off
Finish me off
Fire Away (Zoom Zoom Boom, Oh)
Fire Away (Zoom Zoom Boom)
Fire Away (Zoom Zoom Boom, Oh)
Fire Away (Zoom Zoom Boom)
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When your heart's been the victim in a drive-by
Recovery can take time
But it marches on with or without you
So why aren't you choosing to live
What are you afraid of?
Why can't you forget and forgive?
You've suffered enough
And it's time to let go because
CHORUS
Blink your eyes
The future's in the past, in the past
And all that's left
Are faded photographs, photographs
Oh Whoa-oh-oh-oh Whoa-oh-ohhhh
Oh Whoa-oh-oh-oh Whoa-oh-ohhhh
Days and nights you're haunted by the memories
The what-ifs and could have been
Of live unlived among the shadows
When you deserve only light
Stop making excuses
Take the leap and know you can fly
Believe you can do this
Stand, face the fear and try
CHORUS
Blink your eyes
The future's in the past, in the past
And all that's left
Are faded photographs, photographs
Oh Whoa-oh-oh-oh Whoa-oh-ohhhh
Oh Whoa-oh-oh-oh Whoa-oh-ohhhh
You've suffered enough
And it's time to let go because
You've got too much fight
Just to give in
Come in to the light
Back to livin'
Life is short
Stop throwing it all away
(I'll say it again, cause..)
You've got too much fight
Just to give in
Come in to the light
Back to livin'
Life is short
Stop throwing it all away
Away
CHORUS (x2)
Blink your eyes (Oh Whoa-oh-oh-oh Whoa-oh-ohhhh)
The future's in the past, in the past
And all that's left (Oh Whoa-oh-oh-oh Whoa-oh-ohhhh)
Are faded photographs, photographs
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I really must admit at first that I was thrown
To hear from you
So urgently
It's been so long
Never imagined you'd be coming 'round my way
To dip a foot
In to the depths
Of yesterday
And I don't know what
To feel inside
I can't say no
I'm terrified
That it's too soon
And it may always be
CHORUS
Cause what if I
Look deep in your eyes
And everything comes rushing to the surface?
What if you
Can read it in mine
And everything comes rushing to the surface?
Do I still take you to the places I had planned?
Or will you come
For coffee just
To shake my hand?
Will either of us even know the words to say?
Or will we sit
In silence 'til
You're on your way?
Do we laugh and joke
And play pretend
That we were never more than friends?
Can you do that?
I'm not sure I can
CHORUS
Cause what if I
Look deep in your eyes
And everything comes rushing to the surface?
What if you
Can read it in mine
And everything comes rushing to the surface?
Oh, what if we get caught up in the moment?
And the tears start rollin'
We never had a real goodbye
What if it's plain to see you still love me?
And you reach out to touch me?
Can we swim against the tide?
CHORUS
Cause what if I (Oh, what if we get caught up in the moment?)
Look deep in your eyes (And the tears start rollin')
And everything comes rushing to the surface?
What if you (What if it's plain to see you still love me?)
Can read it in mine (And you reach out to touch me?)
And everything comes rushing to the surface?
The other reason for this song
You see, to heal my heart
I've finally started moving on
So honestly I'd mostly be relieved
If plans could change
So we'd remain
A memory
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released December 16, 2020
Lead/Background Vocals: Dean Boudreau
Lead/Rhythm Guitar, Piano, Mixing/Mastering: Mark Pineo
Bass Guitar: Jeremy Brown